NOT SUICIDE

This is a vision of a young man who committed suicide. On his journey to end his life, in the process, he had the second thought, but he was already gone. The encounter, 

"the Devil pursued and deceived me to commit suicide, he said my problems will end and I will be free. I know it was my fault, I listened to them, I was interested in the words he said to me, those sweet lies of his, I was selfish and couldn't think about what death meant, I forgot about my family, I didn't even think God existed, he told me how best I could die and enjoy, I never knew death was like this, I didn't like how I died but who was I, a human being who wanted to be free. But death is not freedom! When I was alive, I was broken, lost, I struggled, I wasn't content in this life, but with this experience after death, I cannot describe, it's the worst of all, I can't utter a word. I am in great regret and shame, what do I say if I meet God, how do I explain myself. I can't think about how everything happened, at the very verge of it, everything happened fast, I had a second thought not to die but this force pulled me down, it weighed my efforts to come out of this mess, there, I know the devil didn't give me the chance, I was a ghost, I saw my body lying by side, I had died, my body was damaged. I thought the devil cared, I was shocked, I regretted, the devil walked to me in a mist of darkness, he laughed uncontrollably and whispered, I was finished, I wanted to fight him, but I was ghost, I still didn't believe I had passed on until I walked through the people, I couldn't not be felt, I shouted, I couldn't be heard, I was dead, I saw my mum weep, I couldn't watch, I covered my eyes, I caused her pain. I passed by a glass, I saw how wretched I had become, a miserable soul. Now all I do, it place my head in my arms, waiting for the burial to suffer the wrath of God. No, I don't even deserve one, If I could go back to life, everyone must hear, not suicide..."

The young man took his life because he was not content with life on earth, the devil then stole his mind, killed his spirit and then destroyed his soul. Beloved in the Lord, in this life, if there is anything that can be the solution it is not suicide, if you had thoughts to end your life, rebuke it, it's the devil. If you want to be comfortable, it is not suicide. If you want to be free, not suicide. The Lord Jesus loves you, the devil never cared. In the Bible, John 10:10 The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full. The life that God has given us is a full life, regardless hardship, Psalm 34:19 The righteous person may have many troubles, but the LORD delivers him from them all.

Dear Master Jesus we thank you for your words upon our lives, we believe in you, continue to keep us in your grace full of life for In you is Life. May you have mercy on the victims of suicide and cause them to rest in your peace. Hallelujah, Amen, Embrace 🥂.